TRUSTS IN ME

LORD, EVEN THOUGH I AM IN PRAYER,

WHY DO I WONDER IF YOU’RE AWARE?

WHY DO I QUESTION, AND I DOUBT?

WHY DO I WORRY IF MY PRAYER WILL COUNT?

I HOPE MY PRAYERS THEY ARE SINCERE

AND THE WORDS BASED ON TRUST NOT FEAR.                   

AND THE REASON THAT I SPEND IN PRAYER

IS FOR YOUR LOVE, NOT MY DESPAIR.

I SPEAK THE WORDS “I TRUST IN YOU”

FOR IN MY HEART I KNOW IT’S TRUE.

YET STILL I WANT AND ASK FOR MORE

WHEN ONLY YOU I SHOULD ADORE.

LORD, AM I TESTED OR BEING TRIED

FOR ALL THE TIMES YOU WERE DENIED,

FOR ALL THE TIMES YOU WERE REJECTED,

FOR WHAT WAS GIVEN AND NOT ACCEPTED?

“NOW THAT YOU HAVE FELT MY HAND,

YOU WILL BEGIN TO UNDERSTAND.

FOR ALL THAT WAS AND WHAT WILL BE,

YOU MUST ACCEPT AND TRUST IN ME.,”

“THY WILL BE DONE”

3-30-1994